My first year of school is almost over, wtf?
Its gone too quick. I feel as though I haven't even had time to decide what I want to do next year.
My heart says just keep going but my brain and gut say GET A FUCKING JOB!
Im going to look into the art therapy courses and apply for what I can find, if I get in I guess Ill be leaving PIC behind.
I really want to complete my second year though, just maybe not next year.
I love photography so so much but Im so much more interested in incorporating the art side of things and I don't think the teachers appreciate that too much. I feel too restricted. I should have done Visual Arts instead.
Well I have 3-4 months to a) find a job, b) find somewhere cheap enough to move out, c) decide whether or not to defer.
This is the worst choice Ive had to make in so long, and work myself up about too much that I could cry.

Fuckkkkkk, GET YR SHIT TOGETHER GIRL!



P.S. I really want to go to Brazil or go study Arts/Design/Photography at a college in the United States of Arse.